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stay sweet forever

by I didn't water my orchids last week

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hairdye 01:50
Lying in your bed For the first time Lying my head Lying my head Spent one month Without any enemies You spent one month You spent one month clean Lying in your bed For the last time Lying my head I've got something in my head I guess I'm lying on my own for my first time Laying by myself Laying, laying again I fucking guess (I don't know the words anymore) I guess
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to be truthful I don’t know who I am anymore saw my body with someone else and I dont know what I did sixteen years catching up with me and I dont know what I am I want to tell my friends what you did I want to talk to all your friends And tell you everything i hate about them I wish my eyes would fall out of their sockets So I cant see it through sixteen years and raspy voices and I dont know what I mean mental hospitals and big decisions not a word from you I feel guilty when I masturbate I’m scared to love and I’m scared to hate I’m not happy I’m not sad I’m just bored of it all
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soap song 02:25
go to bed because you know best and when you sleep ignore the rest and they'll go south towards the sea and you will wait for them to sing a song again maybe the sun explodes five minutes of rest and I will not care when there’s nothing left because maybe when you were in third grade your dad used cocaine and maybe when you were ten you lost all of your friends and that’s okay because the birds will go south towards the sea and you will wait for them to sing their songs again maybe
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You want to see me naked On your basement floor Found dead in the woods Adjacent to some heart carving Two initials written in And I’ll cut my hair for you And I’ll chip my nails To seem more masculine to you I’m a genderless entity Raping myself From the inside When I get dressed every night But you don’t care I stole the name From some anime’s Outro song Just to feel closer To the art I had loved And van gogh Didn’t shoot himself Or cut off his ear He just smeared the truth from What was right and what was wrong And I am a genderless entity Raping myself From the inside I am nothing No one; Loved by all Loved by all And it’s hard to sleep alone
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i have made a big decision im going to leave this world behind me you wont stop me you cant change my mind we cant change anything at all ill leave one thing behind just a frog hat on a skull
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I wanna be someone who could love everything no matter the circumstance and when the bones dry I will not cry myself to sleep it’s alright under the circumstance
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october 16th 04:06
poorly decorated halloween houses my lovely lense familiar sin I can’t remember just go here, just go here and I can’t sleep again a promise that you made that fell through for other plans halloween traditions I couldn’t keep up from other thoughts and I can’t sleep again it’s time for you to see they come and go, oh jeez it makes you feel alive lack of supervision and control of which you can’t enforce anymore on me some lgbt youth who’s friends won’t accept her and her face and I can’t sleep again
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i want to find a place for you to lay your head to lay your head i want to build a home for you to settle in to settle in stay sweet forever

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lil songs about unconditional love + relapses
songs recorded in October-December 2022 and June 2023

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released July 20, 2023

quinn patella - music
jules parente - album cover (photograph of me)

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I didn't water my orchids last week Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

silly philadelphia confessional bedroom pop

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